This is me..

Hmm, a blog, do i dare enter that part of the universe, step outside of facebook, and put my life out there into the next section of cyber space?
Scary, but ill give it a try...

So here it is, this is me, im a mum, and not just any mum, im an awesome mum, lol
I have 5 kids, married to a wonderful man, and having baby number 6, life is chaos, and some times it makes me cry or scream, or throw my hands in the air and say why, but then theres the parts, the best parts, the parts that make it awesome, that make me awesome, the hugs, the kisses, the funny faces, the moments when you wish you had a camera but you left it at home, the times when your out in public and a stranger tells you how wonderfully behaved your children are, there only a few reasons, but enough to want to have a large family.

My life is crazy, my house is chaos, but i dont think i would do anything differently..... No i know, i wouldnt do it differently, the way we live, the way we love, its how we made our children, moulded them into the polite, well behaved, well manered children they are out in public, and the messy, yelling, fighting children they are at home.

In less than 9 weeks, we will be bringing another little bundle of love into our crazy home, and i couldnt be more excited, its been a long wait, a wait that both my hubby and myself, have been looking forward to for quite sometime.
Our family isnt yet complete, we still have that urge, that feeling that we are not yet a whole, we still have more room, more love to give, and although it can be costly to raise a large family, my kids never miss out, we always make sure they have what they need, sales and factory outlet stores are great for that!

"Angel" was my first baby, but sadly went to fly above at only 11 weeks into my pregnancy, i never knew the gender but knew i was and will always be in love.

"Dancer" is turning 10 this year, and lets just say, this pre teen attitude is killing me, i never know where the hormones are going to be, but she is my rock, she is beautiful, considerate, i think she is amazing!

"Soccer Dude" well he is turning 8 this year, and wow what a ride we have been on with him, its been hard, he hasnt made it easy, but we are slowly getting there, he is becomming more of a shinning star each day.

"Princess" well, if we were royalty, then she would fit right in, turning 6 this year, wont lift a finger to help, but expects things to be done for her, but the love she has for everyone would fill the room and them some!

"Little Mumma" is the big 5 this year, her interest are babys and animals, if either are about then so is she, but she has another side, sneaky would be her middle name!

"Trouble" my sweet baby boy, he turned 3 this year, they said my pregnancy wasnt viable and expect to loose him, well he showed them and is a big contributer to the chaos that fills this house, put him together with "Little Mumma" and there is bound to be trouble!!

"Omlette", my beautiful baby left us to soon, at only 6 weeks 2 days into my pregnancy, my heart was and still is broken, its amazing how we can love something so small.

So thats it, this is me, mum to 5 crazy kids, wife to 1 "could look like Vin Diesel if he tried" husband, owner of  a cat, and 2 fish, and turning 34 next month, but ooh thats for another day....